Hello and Blessings.
I apologize for the lack of Brevity, but am trying to be concise. This is in direct relation to Seth, my main teacher and guide for the past ten years in this ever creating, loving universe.
I Love Seth, as he has taught me so much. I am currently touching upon other channels as well. Now, my intuition, and Seth’s teachings are my guiding principles in exploring this reality. I am however scared and afraid to trust in reality.
The below linked article, which resonates, (not Seth’s work: anonymous) here says that evil is here on project earth to create an IMPEDIOUS from which we are to CREATE with our own INTENT.
http://www.illuminati-news.com/pdf/DialogueWithHiddenHand-WesPenre.pdf
In the touching and trusting in the DIVINE INMBALANCES of life, I am afraid. My life is in shambles. I have nearly no possessions and am on house arrest, and have been trying to stay sober for a year with many relapses.
After being burnt by DMT (6 years ago), as Seth talks about in The Nature of Personal Reality (end of Chapter Nine into Ten): I have burnt my connections and am regrowing them, however I can SEE the duality clearly, and it scares me. I have often thought of turning to suicide but am very forceful in channeling my energies in other directions. Does anyone have any input? I am afraid to trust as I have burnt my connections and am regrowing them.
I love and recognize All That IS, You, Me. Blessings.
Re: I can SEE the duality clearly, and it scares me. I have often thought of turning to suicide but am very forceful in channeling my energies in other directions. Does anyone have any input? I am afraid to trust as I have burnt my connections and am regrowing them.
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My Response:
I read a good portion of the link you provided. All of it may sound quite frightening, IF you believed it relevant in your reality and controlling in the fuller reality of your sole or entity. However, Clearly the physical objective expression of subjective reality will NEVER become controlling for consciousness does NOT come from Matter, rather Consciousness forms the matter of the material objective universe. Your link discusses a bloodline that supposedly controls the physical objective universe and that it in turn is controlled or originated with Lucifer. The physical objective universe can never control your subjective reality anymore than any dictator have ever been able to control the minds of the subjective.
But I diverged to clarify the difference between our fuller (and only true reality) subjective reality that can NEVER be destroyed and the temporal physical reality that we all know ends just as the sun goes down every evening. So let me return to address the reality your link applies to, that portion known as our temporal, “Physical Reality”:
All on that link may sound quite frightening, IF you “believed it relevant” to reality. In other words, it does NOT have to be believed nor accepted as relevant or representative of your reality. Your physical reality is YOUR creation and the controlling bodies mentioned in your link do NOT need to be a part of your reality unless you decide you want to accept them as true of your reality.
The most important base to reflect upon in this matter as concerning ANY fear or beliefs of limitation is your awareness that: “You create your own reality; there’s NO OTHER RULE”.
So while it may be a scary part of your reality, it doesn’t have to be. You certainly don’t have to let such control your reality or your experiences within it.
I submit; while I acknowledge knowledge of such ideas ARE a part of my reality (I know I believe these ideas exist and are believed by large bodies of persons). Yet, that’s as far as I am willing to let it go. That’s a decision I make.
I realize one can search for, seek and find much information similar to this. There are entire bodies of information, considered ancient, secret and some so profound or occult that such is only found in the purvey of the non-living. Yet I certainly don’t accept such as the only reality that can be experienced or that can be chosen for experience. We do NOT NEED to believe in blood lines, individuals, ultimate beings, or bodies of consciousness as ruling what drives our experiences in reality.
While such COULD be chosen to be believed and experienced, there are far better probable realities I could choose from and experience. And so, I simply choose by conscious decision to believe that such bodies do NOT control the physical universe that I create within and with in which I experience my being in temporal reality.
Only I get to decide how to create my own reality and I choose to NOT believe ideas are real in my reality. You may choose to believe them real and experience them. I do NOT, that’s the end of it.
We live in a cooperative universe where every consciousness is at the center of the physical universe (Capernicus not withstanding). Each consciousness, including yourself, is inherently endowed with an individual perspective and inherent ability to discern a preference. You alone are empowered to decide what would improve or make your individual perspective on reality better in terms of adding discerned value fulfillment to your being.
Each of us by the nature in which we came into being have been endowed with an ability to identify what is and what IS NOT a part of our individual being. We only discern ourselves as having being by expressing our discerned preference in the identification of what is ourselves and what is NOT. These preference defining decisions were, by the way, our first individual steps taken toward defining our reality AND our individual personalities. In actuality, they are both the same. It makes no difference to say I AM … than to say I believe … or reality is … .
We are each uniquely endowed with an inherent ability to discern a preference in every moment where we discern our being as having existence.
If you recognize yourself as having being vs NOT having being, then you HAVEN’T burnt your identity, your being, or any portion of what is essentially important to your being or your ability to discern a preference or your ability to shape the experience that your being will experience. By deciding what in reality is to be recognized as valued and pursued, you set the course for the reality you will ultimately experience because you will never stop discerning what is better and will ultimately discern what is better in regards to HOW to effectively change your reality through deliberate creation. When that is discerned, nothing can stop you. No dictator or council of Illuminati will be able to affect you. Only you control creation of the reality you experience within all that is. And, so it is with all consciousness encompassed within all that is. Every consciousness discerns and creates according to what it discerns is of value.
The universe of all that is so thoroughly trusts you and trusts that you will always and ONLY always ultimately choose only those avenues that improve the universe of all that is, that it is willing and allows you to even imagine and experience yourself being ruled by Illuminati so that you can quickly inequitably clarify and decide that such rule is NOT your preference for creatively expressing and ultimately shaping the universe to be enjoyed by yourself and all that is.
You are the eyes of God! YOU are the creator within “All that Is”. You will even decide who is the “ultimate and supreme” ruler or what is the “ultimate and supreme” rule that governs all within the fuller universe of your being.
So then, Who or what is ultimate and supreme ruler or rule?
To this date, I believe, I recognize. I believe I realize: inherent within all consciousness, within all that are known as “All that Is” exist as the most basic of attributes or qualities:
1. Value Fulfillment as the objective behind all action (psychological and physical; subjective and objective)
2. Our inherent ability to discern a preference. That is; we alone discern what adds value to our being. This includes our very first and very last value fulfilling action, Ie; discerning our Identity – We decide what are the boundaries of our being, where do we begin and where do we end.
In discerning preferences we decide what experiences are included within and what experiences are excluded without that within which we identify our being (in essence we inherently discern the reality we have the preference to experience).
In the end after all the cards and blocks have been put away, Subjective reality is really all that matters and persists as real. We’ve learned how to express ourselves in objective form, as temporal beings and in a physical material reality allowing us to truly get a closer subjective look at what we create and define and refine our creative abilities.
You might ask: If the link does NOT portray reality, then how come it seems so complete? How does it seem to fit and answer so many of the loose ends I am searching to understand? How come it seems so consistent with what I know as real?
I answer:
First, It is because that’s the nature of objective reality and how we create and expand it. Regarding that which we believe probable and with which we intensely desire to confirm as real, when we search for evidence, we eventually attract and find collaborating references sufficient to conclude consistency with what we already believed real.
However, the attributes of such reality will ONLY seems real, if you believe they do and for the moments in which you so believe! Reality follows belief, it is NOT the other way around.
Secondly, you would only be attracting these ideas because you want or wanted at one time to receive them for some objective purpose. If you’ve now taken yourself down this path far enough to discern you do NOT want to experience such, then maybe it is now time to choose what you want to experience instead. Experiencing something bad has a remarkable power for focusing and providing clarity, even the intensity of emotion key to expectancy and objective creation. All has Not been for naught.
If you are now more clear about what you want, then choose to believe the beliefs that would have yourself experiencing what you want to experience instead. Decide and choose to discard the beliefs that have you experiencing the old you want to leave behind.
That’s the next task in deliberate creation. That’s why you came to this temporal laboratory. What ever you do, don’t terminate your exercises just when they’ve clearly given you the energetic power of emotional intensity sufficient to actually accomplish your greatest creative expressions in objective reality.
You have only to believeIt to realizeIt – I mean it! Really!!