Hello and Blessings.

I apologize for the lack of Brevity, but am trying to be concise. This is in direct relation to Seth, my main teacher and guide for the past ten years in this ever creating, loving universe.

I Love Seth, as he has taught me so much.  I am currently touching upon other channels as well. Now, my intuition, and Seth’s teachings are my guiding principles in exploring this reality. I am however scared and afraid to trust in reality.

The below linked article, which resonates, (not Seth’s work: anonymous) here says that evil is here on project earth to create an IMPEDIOUS from which we are to CREATE with our own INTENT.

http://www.illuminati-news.com/pdf/DialogueWithHiddenHand-WesPenre.pdf

In the touching and trusting in the DIVINE INMBALANCES of life, I am afraid.  My life is in shambles. I have nearly no possessions and am on house arrest, and have been trying to stay sober for a year with many relapses.

After being burnt by DMT (6 years ago), as Seth talks about in The Nature of Personal Reality (end of Chapter Nine into Ten): I have burnt my connections and am regrowing them, however I can SEE the duality clearly, and it scares me. I have often thought of turning to suicide but am very forceful in channeling my energies in other directions.  Does anyone have any input? I am afraid to trust as I have burnt my connections and am regrowing them.

I love and recognize All That IS, You, Me.  Blessings.